Week 21 New Tools

Further to our webinar I found myself going back and observing uncomfortable and hurtful moments in my life. It made me think of that Jim Kerry Film; “The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind” where he relives intimate and hurtful episodes from his life while trying to hold to his memories related to his love interest.
Like in that film I am attempting to replace those mental pictures with new ones. I wonder if this may be possible or even if is the right thing to do.

It is, however, no easy matter to change the mental attitude, but by persistent effort it may be accomplished; the mental attitude is patterned after the mental pictures which have been photographed on the brain; if you do not like the pictures, destroy the negatives and create new pictures; this is the art of visualization. Charles Francis Haanel.

I am contemplating that I may need an extra sitting session as this process needs time to be fruitful. I need to focus on the growth of the person that I am already becoming. The things ideas and feelings that I keep on holding on too need to be released. I know that this are difficult to shake, hence an extra sit an extra session. I believe that a purpose focus session or a session that is dedicated to growth opposed to the sit I do after reading the Haanel lesson.
This will be tricky as I have no spare time at the moment, I may have to make an extra sit to think about this too?

If the desire is one which requires determination, ability, talent, courage, power or any other spiritual power, these are necessary essentials for your picture; build them in; they are the vital part of the picture; they are the feeling which combines with thought and creates the irresistible magnetic power which draws the things you require to you. They give your picture life, and life means growth, and as soon as it beings to grow, the result is practically assured. Charles Francis Haanel.

Jokes apart I am seriously working on the focus, the daily mental focus on positivity, masterminding, planning and persistence. I am not in a position of wining yet but I am working on repetition and building the habits that will take me to where I need to be.

I am also thinking big, allowing myself to believe that I can overcome all those obstacles and I can grow the new me to fulfilment.

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Week 20. The Wall

I am devising the plan that I had been pretending not to know I could make. Excuses were piled up and a nice wall was built so the fertile land in my possession could not be seen. It was easier hat way, by pointing at the wall everything is made better because it is that undefeatable wall what keeps me where I am.

To be slothful is to be lazy. When you’re slothful, you don’t want to do any work. You just want to lie around, eat bonbons, and maybe doze off a little.

There is not such a thing as an if or a butt when it comes to that wall and it needs a frontal attack, There are things that need to be prepared in order be able to plant the right seed and reap exactly what I need and truly want.

I am trying to remember what I was like before the MK. And I can comfortably state that what I was is clueless.

Clueless on how to overcome the emotional hurt from the comments of one of my best friends when I told him that I had taken an MLM business and he said that he was disappointed with my behavior, Hehad seen a documentary regarding my company. He keeps remaining me he has it…

On how overcome incredulity in the members of my family when I tell them about my plan.

On how overcome the inferiority complex that I have carried all my life.

On how to beat my lack of consistency, the fox in me.

On how to disregard the anger in me

On how to beat the fear in me.

I have identified that all those “hows” are now within me. I have the tools to go over that wall in me now, the hand grenades, the tanks, catapults, masses of soldiers, Orks, missiles rockets and so on.

I know that sit and think will bring inspiration, the tools that I have been building channel my behaviors to focus my time in the right activities. My understanding of my own self is conquering that wall of sloth and excuses.

The fear, that irrational feeling that I can now identify and conquer is being challenged in the arena, it is him or me.

The choice is mine and mine only. I have just a day to live and a family to feed.

So then it is,,,Once more unto the breach dear friends!!

Week 19 The Labyrinth.

I am coming out of a labyrinth a ride in the dark. I feel like my time in this course the MKE is running out and that this fast-paced life style is going to be in limbo by the end of March. I am running through a tunnel now and about to break through the real world.

I do not feel fear but I do feel trepidation. I am doubting my capabilities at times and wondering if I will make it!
Of course I will make it. After all I am nature’s greatest miracle am I not?
I am playing the rugby game as I visualize it in my mind so many times. I score my try I make my tackles; I collect my high balls with grace and effectiveness. At home…I celebrate with my family.
The seat is vital, gets me the answers that I need to reach my targets and desires, and invites intuition. Sorts ideas brings in the universal mind through me and lets it construct my new reality work through the power of my mind as my thought is essentially good and ,hey presto!! I am where I want to be.
Power posture that feeds in to the brain providing endorphins reducing stress hormones. Food that gives the ability to create thought. I am a creator. Who would have thought that?
So, that’s it?

Good bye, off you go, take it on your stride, thank you for contributing to the next cohort, it was nice to have you but we are now very busy with the next lot!!
Well…
Of course!! That is the right course to follow or; do you want to be spoon fed for the rest of your life?
There is your answer…
And that is the beauty of it.
Until I get home with all my beautiful ideas and share them with my mastermind partner my beautiful and always wise wife. And she brings me down to the real world.
She puts our reality in front of me, not in anger but in a factual well documented report on my business activity in the past months.
It is not looking very good. And she is right, I am full of excuses, Ox Dang galore!-I have a call this week I respond weakly.
And it is true, is not looking well. But what have we been learning in the last four to five months? Do it now, I am the one who is going to do it, I am the one who has taken the call, maybe I am not ready but I will fake it until I became it.
And if I fail at first, I will try again and if I fail again I will try again and so on and so on and so on.

I may be out of the labyrinth now, but surely I will get in a new one as soon as I come out of this one, that is what life is all about!

Week 18 Choose Life.

“Choose a life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers… Choose DSY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit crushing game shows, stucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away in the end of it all, pushing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself, choose your future. Choose life… But why would I want to do a thing like that?”
― Irvine Welsh, Trainspotting
In the film the main character makes a quite destructive choice that luckily I never made. So what do I choose?
That will depend on what I really want to achieve. I feel that is pretty clear in my mind.
That said I can confirm that I feel
Happier
Confident
Eager to manifest my will!
I also feel that the process of ripping and destroying the old blue print is over. As this is a process I visualize it as a building site or the aftermath of a war.
The old blue print may be damaged, broken, disjointed and diminished but it still lurks in the depths of the subconscious, let’s not forget that all those imprints are connected to our own very flesh.
I find that the task ahead is now like a building site, the foundations are created now I have to build on top of them.
I have seen the reactions around me regarding the new “I”,the new internal reality and how it affects others and it is great.
That is nothing compared with what is coming.
Why am I saying that? Well because I have given myself permission to walk tall among men so they know me no more, because I am a new man with a new life, to greet may days with love in my heart and succeed, to be a Lion and flatly refuse to talk, walk, sleep with the sheep and because I am here for a purpose to grow into a mountain not to shrink into a grain of sand.
19 Weeks of preparation have brought me to this point, and now I have
The understanding of the laws of nature
The tools to build my new future.
Essentially what I need to do is to choose.
Choose to look into my lacks and substitute them with plenty.
Choose the building of my new reality my DMP.
Choose to keep the attention. The shapes must be a constant. Feed “subby” with those constant reminders.
Choose to shuffle, shuffle, shuffle and flash positive statements, gratitudes, positives of the day, shapes.
Choose to focus on my new reality, new focus no opinion, service to others, substitute the negative focus for a positive one.
Choose truly to change the focus to the compass. In real terms this means to start building my list and start contacting people.
Choose to think constantly in the new reality I am forming.
Choose to keep the interest in my DMP, the greater the attention, the greater the interest, action and reaction; this interest will attract more attention, and this attention will produce more interest, and so by the law of growth what you keep in mind multiplies.
Choose to improve on the last day.
Choose give instead of taking.
I choose to listen to intuition and follow it’s advise.
Chose to manifest the golden Buda inside myself because I have given myself permission to be the person I want to be.
I choose my life!!

Week17 HJ Nelson’s Death

Michael sat on the chair in the control desk of the Operations room. On the desk, next to the computer screen there were some photographs of a man. He seemed content.

He was holding a trophy; At the bottom of the picture Nelson Webster could be read. The room around him was messy and unkempt. Scores of papers and old memory disks lied scattered on the desks and floors. Empty cups stationary and file holders laid around both floors and desks.

Surely there was great deal to do but Michael knew that he was the one that was going to do it.

Michael remembered the interview with the “I” where his role was outlined.

He was told of the changes in direction the new policies and targets. He remembered clearly that a new positivity flow being implemented as well as a new definite purpose and a constant reinforcement of the inner worth that the “I” held.

Suddenly Michael heard someone running through the adjacent corridor; Michael decided to investigate and walked silently through the half lit passage to the engine room.

There was a man at the  engine room, sabotaging the new currents of stimulus from the “I“ There were several disks at his feet, the poor soul was trying to reintroduce the old photographs from the old backup system. He clearly wanted to disturb the ongoing flow between both sides of the brain by obstructing the corpus Callosum.

 

Whoever he was he was clearly trying to reverse the blueprint and he had a chance to succeed as things stood right now. Michael remained there observing the man doing his disruptive work.

He had a chemical cocktail ready to be introduced to the hypothalamus that surely would reset the old blue print for a pretty long time and it would take a long time to return to point “0”

Michael thought of his options,

If  Michael confronted the man he could potentially use the chemical cocktail and set  billions of cells in the “I’s” organism back to their old addictions, self sabotage, lack of focus, conformity and apathy, The “I” would have to work pretty hard to return to this stage and Michael’s future was in jeopardy too. He had to act quickly, but how.

Suddenly a hornet gang of negative thoughts zoomed past him, things were looking bad, adrenaline was about to be released in to the system and that could do some damage,

Then the idea came to his head. The old system had a switch. It was coming from the brain through the spinal canal to the solar plexus. But the old canal was going to be switched to a more efficient cloud based channel. Although not100% ready if Michael switched it would make the saboteur’s work redundant in a great deal. But Michael would have to target the saboteur physically to stop the release of the chemical cocktail.

 

Michael was sweating profusely, had sprinted across the corridors to reach the control room and was ready to make the switch to the new swanky new system. The switch had to work or everything that the “I “was working on would disappear and Michael’s chances to complete the work would banish. Michael switched the flow; there was no time to lose now. On the way back to the saboteur he had to stop in the armory and collect a weapon.

The new armory was too far to be able to collect a laser gun so Michael stepped in to the old one. The doors were all opened, the saboteur was clearly armed. He found a Thompson machine gun with ammunition,” that would do”.

The saboteur was about to release a chemical cocktail of proteins that the hypothalamus used to produce up to a couple of months ago.

The change would reverse the blue print to the previous state and Michael would be unable to follow the I’s directions and plans, DMP happiness and success.

The shot missed his head by a couple of inches, the second one scratched Michael’s forehead. The burst of bullets decimated Nelson, and with him the old blueprint died. Only someone called Barry attended Nelson’s funeral.

Michael continued rebuilding the new blueprint and permission for a new beginning was granted.

Week 17 The long way back.

I have traveled back home with my wife and child. There, I found people who have known me for a long time, they haven’t changed much. Maybe I have, they maybe never knew me at all…? Maybe I never knew them?

But I am looking at the whole thing from a completely different angle. What has happened in all this time? What has happened to me? To start with my blueprint has shifted; this is noticeable in my behavior.

Going back and living there permanently is in my DMP, but above all I want to give back to my people and my land because they have been mistreated for so long. I can see how much people crave liberty and I understand that the thinking that has been imposed on to most of them is making them unhappy and frustrated.
The future “I “and “I” are now merging, and I am starting to have that continuous focus on that life that I am going to have in few years time. My mind is living that new reality; I am living in that house with those daily activities working in projects with the people I know. I am going to places with them and we conquer new challenges together. The funny thing is that they do not know it yet. I am a shock to their system in many ways but fortunately not a disagreeable one.

I know that my thoughts and actions are going to raise more than one eyebrow, but I am unique and my uniqueness is what will make me succeed.
I can see the tonne of kindness in my people and I am beginning to see many other qualities as well while staying down here. Rather than focusing in the negatives I have started to look at the many positives that there exist, the enormous potential and the incredible capacity that exists in these people. There are so many doers who make endless amounts of selfless acts of kindness among this people. This is what I want to support and develop.

Week 16. The Hero Stumbles.

 

The herald said to the hero who had stumbled and fallen again,

you know What you want and how to obtain it, you can see it clearly in your mind’s eye, so why do you worry why do you fear.

You are whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy, so why do you look down on yourself

You are doing it all now so why would you have any pending issues.

You are rich beyond anything so why focus on lack.

You are good at so many things, do so many things well, why focus on mistakes?

You give love, attention, kindness and support to others why don´t you love yourself.

You are nature’s greatest miracle and you have already reached success.

The hero then got up and went to collect his destiny.